Ever feel good but not the best? I’m missing my baby terribly but I respect his decision to break up with me. It was a complete surprise, I’m in love with him, and my feelings wanting him to come back are so intense. He was the most intelligent and affectionate man I’ve ever met and I hope we will be able to hold hands at a restaurant table again. I hope he will text me again asking how his baby is doing, play with my hair for hours, sleep with his face touching mine, make kissy faces from afar. Reading books in silence together, holding hands while sleeping. I long for it again.